Which way is up?

Do you ever feel like life is moving a million miles per hour and you cant keep up, you don't even know which way is up anymore? YUP! I am in the midst of it.

I know that this blog was meant for my time in Nashville but since i am planning on moving back there soon I thought I would keep this blog so i can blog throughout my process of getting back there! I moved back from Nashville at the end of April and life hasn't slowed down since. I took a class at Cedarville in 9 days (maybe the worst decision i've ever made!) It was a research pre seminar class. Yes, a lot of work done in 9 days BUT when it was finished....man was that a good feeling! After Cedarville I played a few shows all around Ohio and then headed for Outer Banks on vacation with the family for a week. It was so nice to be away from life for an entire week. I barely looked at my email and answered phone calls. But after the week was over, life hit hard. Okay a secret about Meredith......she tends to take on too many things at once, surprise! So for the summer she has 6 jobs..........cleaning houses, life guarding, Stealing Hollywood, worship leader, swim teacher, and house sitter. Now don't get me wrong, I LOVE everything that I do and wouldn't trade it for the world. But you know that feeling that life is falling down on you, yes yes i know what you mean! Over the past couple weeks i have almost found myself becoming a little depressed just because there is always so much that i need to get done and never enough to get it done so i just shut down and don't do any of it. I've been struggling so much to find passion. Ever since being back from Nashville, it just seems like I left my heart in Nashville. I cannot wait to eventually move back to Nashville and start life there but lets be honest there is a lot of stuff i have to get through before moving back. My absolute hopes would be that I would be able to move back down to Nashville sometime next summer. haha well I mean that's my dream.

Well, i just thought i'd post something since being back from Nashville. I don't know about all my fellow CMC classmates but as for me, I am still trying to figure out what exactly happened this past semester. Finally somethings are starting to makes sense! I also wrote my first post CMC song yesterday. I am so glad that I took a month break from writing. After Nashville, I was feeling a little burnt out from writing so i took a break and came back a month later and wrote another worship song. I'll be posting it to my facebook artist page soon!